Monday, January 17, 2011

Go go go Martin!

Wow, I must say that this last week or so has probably one of the most memorable of my life. So many good, scary, and bad things have happened. Hmm... what would be the easiest way of going about this? I think I will just have to list them.

1. Bloody noses -- ya, if you aren't a big fan of TMI posts, I would probably just decide to quit reading here. But let me tell you.... I have had the worst bloody noses of my life in the past week. It was g-ross. I was just pleasantly washing my face on a Thursday evening, planning on putting a mud mask on my face, when all of the sudden my nose decided to freaking burst... blood got everywhere. It was on the walls and on the ground and in my hair... and it lasted for about an hour and a half. And then I proceeded to get another one on Friday night. Thankfully Lucas brought me some Vitamin C (because apparently if you don't have enough of it, you can get bloody noses) and I haven't had a bloody nose since. Woo.

2. My boyfriend and I decided to take a break in our relationship, so this last week has consisted of my trying to straighten out my thoughts and what I want and what I don't want... my mind is a complete mess, dear readers (which I am sure you are aware of by the absolute lack of structure in my blogs, but oh well) and so now I'm just... floating? I don't know how to describe it. But though crazy things have happened this week, I almost feel detached from it all. I haven't been here at all this week, but I slowly feel myself drifting back into me... wow, that sounds absolutely ridiculous, but I am too lazy to edit this post, so just deal with it.

3. A family friend died, and I had to drive down to Idaho and sing, and then drive back the next day. Thankfully, I had my bff come with me, my dearest Kate, which made the whole trip much more bearable. Except for the fact that I come back to Provo only to realize that I left my wallet in my mom's car. That was a joyous occasion. haha

4. Went to a dessert party last night, because forever ago I gave my number to a guy in a shady mexican restaurant, and he invited me to it. I literally knew no one going in, but ran into a bunch of people that I knew. Also, the guys there were pretty cool... though I did get pressured into kissing a guy on the cheek, but hey, it was his birthday.

Ok, so this last week really hasn't been that crazy after all, but it has to me. I thought that I owed myself a blog, since I haven't written in, practically, forever. So there it is.

I'm not super happy, but at least I'm not super sad either. Like I said, I'm floating about, doing the things that I need to do, waiting for the moment when I snap out of this stupor and return back to my happy bubbly self. It should be soon, don't you worry.

This semester is going to be really difficult, I can already feel it. But I want to get straight A's!!!! Woo. It's going to happen, just you wait and see.

I love you all so much. Thanks for everything that you have done in my life.

Remember who you are.

ps. This very well may be my worst-written blog post, but work with it, K? I'll try to provide something with substance in a week or so. Because I love you...

That is all. :)

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